My Most Special At The Time:
NOTHING!
I am currently not especially interested in anything but getting my money up...
General interests include: Weed and going outside and playing, my job, cats, 4 loko.
Music I am enjoying~:
Lately I've been fucking with some old classics, Puberty 2 by Mitski, Divorce Lawyers I Shaved My Head by Jordaan Mason and the Horse Museum, and Pretty Hate Machine by Nine Inch Nails. All of these albums move me in the same way they did when I first heard them, I love them all. Puberty 2 always makes me ache, I feel her for real I mean it. I distinctly remember singing I bet on Losing Dogs to my dog back in highschool, as he was dying, and was my losing dog. Crack Baby holds a special place in my heart, I always feel like crack baby. Guys I'm not crack baby fr but I also long and yearn and ache, for what I know I've had before. I chase highs trying to feel like the first time again. All these 20 years on a vacation... FUCK! ALL these 20 years trying to fill the void. I undestand it I mean it!I think what always gets me most is "went to your room thinking maybe you'd feel something, but all I saw was your burning body waiting" like fuck man fuck is there ever gonna be a good end for crack baby. What about for me? As for Divorce Lawyers I Shaved My Head, this one is just always with me in my head and in my heart. I love it so much. Divorced t4t... FUCK! Sex! Gender! Genderfucking! And Jordaan's voice is so haunting. Their voice in combination with all the sexual and transgender aspects really just make me feel a pain in my chest. Do you ever get that? Pretty Hate Machine also makes me feel things but not in the same aching sadness way, really just sexual and energetic. I can HEAR his arousal and I both feel like him in the ways he's being used but also hearing him whine makes me want to do the using. Sorry for getting explicit in this blog, but I'm telling you I feel the music FOR REAL! Rarely do I actually want to dance sober, Pretty Hate Machine makes me want to get fucked up so I can dance.
Shows I am enjoying~
2026 is the year of Golden Kamuy. Recently I have rewatched season 3 of the anime and have started season 4 with my belovoed companion. I love to share things I enjoy and I feel like everyone should watch Golden Kamuy. I had already made them watch the live action, so we also watched the movie that came out yesterday (7/14). I am always so happy to see Usami on screen, he's probably one of my favorite fictional characters of all time.
My Most Special At The Time:
NOTHING!
I am currently not especially interested in anything but getting my money up...
General interests include: Weed and going outside and playing, my job, cats, 4 loko.
Music I am enjoying~:
Lately I've been fucking with some old classics, Puberty 2 by Mitski, Divorce Lawyers I Shaved My Head by Jordaan Mason and the Horse Museum, and Pretty Hate Machine by Nine Inch Nails. All of these albums move me in the same way they did when I first heard them, I love them all. Puberty 2 always makes me ache, I feel her for real I mean it. I distinctly remember singing I bet on Losing Dogs to my dog back in highschool, as he was dying, and was my losing dog. Crack Baby holds a special place in my heart, I always feel like crack baby. Guys I'm not crack baby fr but I also long and yearn and ache, for what I know I've had before. I chase highs trying to feel like the first time again. All these 20 years on a vacation... FUCK! ALL these 20 years trying to fill the void. I undestand it I mean it!I think what always gets me most is "went to your room thinking maybe you'd feel something, but all I saw was your burning body waiting" like fuck man fuck is there ever gonna be a good end for crack baby. What about for me? As for Divorce Lawyers I Shaved My Head, this one is just always with me in my head and in my heart. I love it so much. Divorced t4t... FUCK! Sex! Gender! Genderfucking! And Jordaan's voice is so haunting. Their voice in combination with all the sexual and transgender aspects really just make me feel a pain in my chest. Do you ever get that? Pretty Hate Machine also makes me feel things but not in the same aching sadness way, really just sexual and energetic. I can HEAR his arousal and I both feel like him in the ways he's being used but also hearing him whine makes me want to do the using. Sorry for getting explicit in this blog, but I'm telling you I feel the music FOR REAL! Rarely do I actually want to dance sober, Pretty Hate Machine makes me want to get fucked up so I can dance.
Shows I am enjoying~
2026 is the year of Golden Kamuy. Recently I have rewatched season 3 of the anime and have started season 4 with my belovoed companion. I love to share things I enjoy and I feel like everyone should watch Golden Kamuy. I had already made them watch the live action, so we also watched the movie that came out yesterday (7/14). I am always so happy to see Usami on screen, he's probably one of my favorite fictional characters of all time.